My Feelings

Well toh bat aise hai ki mujhe bhumk pe shak hai ki usk koi already boyfriend hai may be aisa ho sakt ha qki kal wo pura time online thi aaj bhi online thi but agar usse sach mein mere se pyar hota toh wo mujhe at least hi likh kar toh bhejti magar nahi usne kuch bhi nahi bheja mai wait karta raha....😢😔 But yar usse aise games nahi khelne chaahiye yar tum kisi ke emotion ke saath kaise khel sakte ho ek din aate ho sab dusre din raf dafa ye kya chuyiyapa hai yar Aisa nahi ki mai he sahi hu haan mai bhi galat hoo magar itna nahi May be wo kisi aur ke saath busy ho gyi hai Ur mera air uska kuch nahi hoga kaash maine message padha he hota jo ki mujhe sapne mein bhi possible nahi lagta  But bas main ek do try aur karunga aur likhunga sorry aaj kuch nahi jyada likhne ko 🙄 Emojees ko dekh kar usi ki yad aajati hai yar 😥 khud ko sell karne meib asmarth hoo

😂Ladkiyo ke maamle mein mai kaafi khud ko unlucky maanta hoo ya mai jyada efforts nahi dalta but what ever chorr ke chali he jati hai... Bhoomika ne mere se contact kiya uske baad baat do din tak kaafi exciting chali magar maine use bata diya tha ki mai badal gya hoo chomu nahi atleast bahar se toh nahi dp fir khol ke dekh he leta hoo aur ye bhi ki vo on line hai ya nahi kal mai kaafi busy tha college work mein aur confused bhi ki usse kya baat karunga magar fir Shaam ko hi bheja usne mere se present time ki DP maangi mere pass abhi ki koi photo nahi thi light chali gyi thi background sahi nahi tha aur plus eye squint hau meri uske liye kafi nervous feel karta hoo, toh maine usse kaha ki mai 18 ko college khul rahe uske baad bhejunga may be wo gussa thi ki maine jyada baat nahi ki afternoon mein may be mujhe lagta nahi aisa fir mujhe gussa lagi maine shaam ko isse bol diya tu jaise thi waisi he hai kuch nahi badla tere andar fir subha message karti hai ki mai kya karoo aur bhi thoda b

Toh kal maine socha ki mai tab reply karunga jab wo 4se jyada message karegi ayisa iss liye taki mao jaan saku ki kahi wo dikhawa toh nahi kar rahi 😔 But fir abhi subha maine dekha usne 2 message 11:30 par kiya hai mai so gaya tha tab Aaj kal jaldi sone ko koshish karta hoo aur ek message subha aya tha Kareeb 7:00 baje well ab toh mujhe reply karna chahiye Shayad I'm not pretty sure but kya karooo kuch samajh nahi aa raha abhi wo online bhi hai

Toh beef introduction bhoomika wo ladki hai jisse mai pyar karta tha jab mai 12th class ke reaper ke liye preparation kar raha tha (ye kaise hua matalab mai 12th qualified nahi kar paya iske baare me fir kabhi), 😔 ha toh aage maine bhoomika ko letter likhne ke bhot mehnat kari reharsal kari fir finally maine socha dedeta hoo (mai likh bhi nahi paa raha ) finally maine usse boom mangi bahane se aur maine usme chupke se usme wo letter rakh diya (abhi mai soch raha hoo use reply kya doo whatsapp message aya hai) arre ruko maine lettrr finalize kaise kiya mai itna achha writer nahi wo dikh he raha hoga well maine quora se love letter uthaya use modify kiya aur de diya 😂 jugaad well fir aage Usne jab book kholi use wo letter mila aur wo padh rahi thi maine dekha but darr ke maare mai chupke se polo liya waha se maine apne dost pradeep ko bata (mann kar raha mai abhi use bata doo magar wo seedha mana karega ki matt karna reply) sach batau toh mann nahi kar raha dil se aage batata hoo q Bee

Toh kal akriti ne mere se kuch personal cheese poochi jaise fmhara state kya hai aur wo aise baat kar rahi thi jaise use mujhme intrest hai but ye meri soch hai aisa nahi bhi ho sakta. 😂 Well but qki kal time ho raha tha 11 baj rahe the mujhe Sona tha toh maine uske messages ko ignore kiya fir subha jaanboojhkar main late WhatsApp khola 🤔 thoda confused tha but fir jab khola toh maine akriti se kafi batein kari achha lag raha tha maine use apna drps jo college ke liye banay tha use bhi dikhaya use sach mein achha laga 😅 ya sirf dikhawa tha mujhe nahi pata but last mein maine message kiya ki "" but usne abhi tak nahi dekha may be ignore kar rahi toh muje thoda dukh hua 😅😅😅 sach mein... Choddo AB PRAdeep ki baat par aate hai maine use college club ke liye app banane ko bola tha 7-9 din pehle usne kaha theek hai ham banayege but aaj wo bhi ignore maar raha tha usne proxily bola ki ab mai aur kisi app mein kaam nahi karunga yadav ne ghoomne ke liye bulaya tha but ham thoda